right about six years ago I met and fall deeply in love with someone
He is my class mate at senior high
back in that day, he and I not really a good friend
We even enemy for a while...
But when we graduated, we ceased and try to get along with each other
After a while..few years later we going on separated way
I'm here in Medan and he was on Bandung
But the destiny bring us back together
Accidentally, we bump into each other in a Mall where he used to work
he said usually he not that kind of friendly guy
In fact, usually he avoid meeting his old friend because he is a very shy guy
Then after that, all the old feelings come back
I just feels safe when I am with him
Maybe because he is an old friend so I don't have to be pretend I'm someone else,
I can play goofy around him
just let my true crazy self go and he can understands me.
And after a while right at April 15th six years ago
we have this relationship
He had been my companion, my true friend, also my best boyfriend ever..
he can see right through me, know my deepest feeling,
care for me and always taking good care of me
He encourages me to be a better person and I am also doing the same thing with him
He always brag me to his family and friends...
always said I am the most beautiful women he ever met
(which I know it's all lie..but it's okay, I kinda like it ;p)
He knows me inside and outside,
he definately knows when time to speak and better be silent
he understands that when I am at "PMS" stage I'll get mellow, very sensitive and always angry to him with no reason
But he is still have patience and be there for me
And we do have same interest in musics...films...artist...vehicle
and he is such a good brainstormer.
In the 6 years of our relationships, there is always ups and downs
My family did not want us to be together,
especially my Dad...for some fool reason Dad said just because he is not Bataknese...
well, I still did not understand that crazy-stupid reason
for me, people can't choose born to be some Bataknese or Javanese, right??
And I really did not believe that some ethnic have this bad attitude,
for me it's individual...for example, they don't become a lazy person just because he is Bataknese..and else..
So, we did had some breakups..so many till I can't count it!
And at the end I said "well let just this relationship flows, just let us see where it will end and where it will bring us..."
After all these years he is still a very great companion for me...
Is there love?
Well, I must admit...I do love him and strangely I still today.
If u think I didn't tries to get involved with another man well u're wrong!
I do tried to have a relationship with other man, can't count it how many but it all didn't work!
I don't know how or why,
it just I finally found myself with him again
Well, I gotta tell you its not easy to found someone who really care, sincere and just accept and love you just the way you are
And I still have this butterfly when I'm with him or when he hold my hands
Even I made myself clear that we just a friend,
he still consider me as a the only women in his life,
definately the one he want to spend the rest of his life with...
Whatever I do, he said he just can't stop his feeling for me
well, how many guys will told you that thing and still cling to it after years?
Even when u do bad and ugly things to him but he just still wanting you?
Well, I do know one man...
And I just hope he'll be the last one for me..
So, please be kind..God.
Cheers,
=)'che
