I never asked for this kind of life
I just wish my life be a little more easier
Things just get more simple than this
U see, I used to think that "go with the flow" kind of life
is the best way of life to live on
But then now I realized,
without any plans and goals in life
we just get screwed at the end
And I am aware of this now
I just wish that everything can't be too late for a better life now
Imagine me in this age did not have a stable life yet
Did not have any achievements in life
I even didn't have a steady relationship
What I have now, I don't know what I called it
I love him so much but
the words "forever" seems to be impossible now between me and him..
I just wish I have more attention of my future back at that day
I just wish that I have more passion for my future
Instead of doing nothing and being lazy all the time
I still remember my teacher used to say to me,
that I am really can be something if only I paid more attention
and work harder...she sees alot of good things in me
She said I got something inside of me that can turned me into
anything I wanna be.
Unfortunately, she is right with that and I am neglected her
I am not taking her good advice
Instead of running everthing in my life into a great things
I just start ruined my life
And now, if I said my life is sucks...
I got no one to blame but me..
It's all me...it's all my fault
No one can responsible for what you become in your life but yourself, right?
I regret my life now
I regret every single chance I blew to be a better person than I am now
Did I still have a chance to change and have a better life?
It's not easy for me to make a revolution in life now
but, I think it's worth trying..
Cheers,
=)'Che
