Saturday, April 18, 2009

aRRRgghh..!!

Okay,
here is the thing....
I am now in a relationship with someone since 6 years ago,
I am sorry not to mention this man in our every conversations
but I don't thing you guys ready for him yet
And yes, it's getting serious now and he already asked me to marry him
but he ask my patience first, wait till him graduate
No, it's not like he is younger than me!
It's just...let's just said he is too late to realize that education is so important nowadays..
And I am encourage him to do it so he wont regret it in his life.

The fact is,
I am getting so deeply in love with him everyday...
and I am so not ready yet to take him home because I know the last time he came,
he screwed it up and make Dad hate him..
I don't understand how can Dad hate that nice and loving guy just because he is not Bataknese...how??

You see...
I am already tried to go out with other guys,
dated them...have a real realtionship and tried be serious with them
but it seems that I am always ended up attached with him again
And you know,
It just sometimes didn't make sense how a man could have that patience for me
You know how stubborn I can be, right?
But he always be there for me
Sometimes I just can't take that anymore
how can I am gain a big love from this man
A man who always nurture me and care for me even be there when I cheated on him?
I don't deserve him...
But he makes me believe that true love do exist and
every people have a right to love and be loved!

Well, that's it Mom...Dad...
so, please...
don't try to match me up with some other man again,
I already have my own..

Cheers,
=)'che