my theme song

Recently i had quiz at facebook about "what is your life theme song?"
then, i filled the list and the result is...
ta..daaaa.... Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield..
is that so? well...u say it, here's the lyrics..

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I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Cheers,
=)'che

ISOLATED

I never realize how isolated I am until today.
When as usually I sign in on facebook, it's my daily routine now because it's the only way I can get connected to all my friends.
Then, I see the news feed.
See how all my friends doing and who attending what on when.
How they all spends their time of day.

It caught my attention that a friend just uploaded some photos about attended my other friend's birthday party...
I looked the pictures and there it is..
All the people I know well went there!
Saw them laugh and act funny
The camera caught it all..that fun moment..

I suddenly talked to myself,
I supposed to be there with them.
Share all the fun together..
Oh,part of my ego said..why they just can't wait till I came back?
But,then a second thought I smiled and said "of course they don't silly! That is his birthday, not yours!"

Ouch, dat's hurt!
Knowing that most of time now u can't attend anyone birthday or wedding day ceremony of your friends and passed that beautiful moment with beautiful friends..
Well, I am not surprised later then when they don't remember to invite me to their big day such as their wedding..etc

Well, I don't blame them really..
It's nobody's fault
It's just have to happen anyhow
Even best friends can't stick together everytime
It's just a path of life!
it's all about consequences..no pain then no money u can gain.
But one thing I know no matter how far they still the best of friends of mine..
That's why I keep them in my friend list on facebook..(",)
And all I can do just cheer myself up now in this isolated place..
Oh,well..c'est la vie..

Cheers,
=)'che