my theme song

Recently i had quiz at facebook about "what is your life theme song?"
then, i filled the list and the result is...
ta..daaaa.... Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield..
is that so? well...u say it, here's the lyrics..

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I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Cheers,
=)'che

ISOLATED

I never realize how isolated I am until today.
When as usually I sign in on facebook, it's my daily routine now because it's the only way I can get connected to all my friends.
Then, I see the news feed.
See how all my friends doing and who attending what on when.
How they all spends their time of day.

It caught my attention that a friend just uploaded some photos about attended my other friend's birthday party...
I looked the pictures and there it is..
All the people I know well went there!
Saw them laugh and act funny
The camera caught it all..that fun moment..

I suddenly talked to myself,
I supposed to be there with them.
Share all the fun together..
Oh,part of my ego said..why they just can't wait till I came back?
But,then a second thought I smiled and said "of course they don't silly! That is his birthday, not yours!"

Ouch, dat's hurt!
Knowing that most of time now u can't attend anyone birthday or wedding day ceremony of your friends and passed that beautiful moment with beautiful friends..
Well, I am not surprised later then when they don't remember to invite me to their big day such as their wedding..etc

Well, I don't blame them really..
It's nobody's fault
It's just have to happen anyhow
Even best friends can't stick together everytime
It's just a path of life!
it's all about consequences..no pain then no money u can gain.
But one thing I know no matter how far they still the best of friends of mine..
That's why I keep them in my friend list on facebook..(",)
And all I can do just cheer myself up now in this isolated place..
Oh,well..c'est la vie..

Cheers,
=)'che

aRRRgghh..!!

Okay,
here is the thing....
I am now in a relationship with someone since 6 years ago,
I am sorry not to mention this man in our every conversations
but I don't thing you guys ready for him yet
And yes, it's getting serious now and he already asked me to marry him
but he ask my patience first, wait till him graduate
No, it's not like he is younger than me!
It's just...let's just said he is too late to realize that education is so important nowadays..
And I am encourage him to do it so he wont regret it in his life.

The fact is,
I am getting so deeply in love with him everyday...
and I am so not ready yet to take him home because I know the last time he came,
he screwed it up and make Dad hate him..
I don't understand how can Dad hate that nice and loving guy just because he is not Bataknese...how??

You see...
I am already tried to go out with other guys,
dated them...have a real realtionship and tried be serious with them
but it seems that I am always ended up attached with him again
And you know,
It just sometimes didn't make sense how a man could have that patience for me
You know how stubborn I can be, right?
But he always be there for me
Sometimes I just can't take that anymore
how can I am gain a big love from this man
A man who always nurture me and care for me even be there when I cheated on him?
I don't deserve him...
But he makes me believe that true love do exist and
every people have a right to love and be loved!

Well, that's it Mom...Dad...
so, please...
don't try to match me up with some other man again,
I already have my own..

Cheers,
=)'che

BEST FRIEND

Best friend is
someone who always be there for u no matter what
rela digangguin tidurnya walau dini hari
dan selalu bilang "gak, gw ga sibuk kok"
tiap kamu nelpon dan pengen curhat
bahkan seringkali menahan dirinya untuk curhat
hanya karena kamu udah curhat duluan
she/he put u first..

someone not judge you,
siapapun mu, apapun kerjaan mu,
darimanapun asal dan latar belakang mu,
dia selalu welcome dan
bener2 nerima kamu apa adanya
buatnya ga penting kamu pake baju merk apa,
tas kamu keluaran mutakhir apa nggak,
sepatu kamu belinya di luar negri atau di pasar loak
kalian berbeda dalam beberapa hal dan selera,
but u can overcome that differences

someone who may not always be there
when u ask her/him to go hang out
mungkin dia memang ga bisa ada nongkrong2 bareng kamu all the time,
dia ga asik kalau diajak dugem
tapi dia selalu ada saat kamu bersedih dan butuh dukungan,
rela meluangkan waktunya demi kamu

someone who always makes u feel comfort,
yang ngerti perasaanmu
bahkan saat kamu ga ngomong sepatah kata pun
she/he just see right through you...

so,
in this valentine's day...
show her/ him some respect,
even just a simple call just to ask her/him how's her/his day
and say u love them..

Cheers,
=)'che

on V-day 2009

happy v-day, guys...
it's the first time for me to celebrate it alone,
i mean...REALLY alone,
it doesn't mean that single means u're alone
it's not true!
i usually did celebrate v-day when i'm single
and it's fun!

but what i mean is this,
i'm out of nowhere
i am far away from home
from the one i love and from everybody i care about
and cares about me
i got no one to share this day,
this feeling here

but fortunately,
this v-day didn't take a big effect here
coz here...they just didn't celebrate v-day
they said it's just western tradition
they just didn't really care
well, it helps me to overcome this sadness inside

but,
for me..it's become a tradition,
at least i can gather with some friends...
had lunch together,
tells some jokes and stories
share some feelings
then at night we just go out with our boyfriend

there's a few years i celebrate v-day with my boyfriend,
but..because he just not a guy who gives-roses-and-chocolate
so i didn't get one..we just go on dinner, talking and laughing..
but i remember one v-day,
he ask me out..then we go to the cinema (i forgot the movie)
and when we done i saw all the girls hold a rose in their hand
and hold their boyfriend's hand in the other hand
well, i did..hold his hand..but i didn't get the rose,
i didn't sure i want one but then i just spit it out
"i never get a rose on v-day"
as soon as i said it, he run into a store and get me one!
he said " i thought u didn't want one"
and then i blushed..
yes, i blushed..something that very rarely happen to me
and u know,
when i come home that night i try to hide it from my parents and family
coz i didn't want them to make a joke on me! ;p

and so many nice stories i had on v-day
i just wish i create many of them ahead...
now,
i just miss my family, friends and him :(

Cheers,
=)'che

six years and still...

Today is april 15th 2009,
right about six years ago I met and fall deeply in love with someone
He is my class mate at senior high
back in that day, he and I not really a good friend
We even enemy for a while...
But when we graduated, we ceased and try to get along with each other
After a while..few years later we going on separated way
I'm here in Medan and he was on Bandung
But the destiny bring us back together

Accidentally, we bump into each other in a Mall where he used to work
he said usually he not that kind of friendly guy
In fact, usually he avoid meeting his old friend because he is a very shy guy
Then after that, all the old feelings come back
I just feels safe when I am with him
Maybe because he is an old friend so I don't have to be pretend I'm someone else,
I can play goofy around him
just let my true crazy self go and he can understands me.

And after a while right at April 15th six years ago
we have this relationship
He had been my companion, my true friend, also my best boyfriend ever..
he can see right through me, know my deepest feeling,
care for me and always taking good care of me
He encourages me to be a better person and I am also doing the same thing with him
He always brag me to his family and friends...
always said I am the most beautiful women he ever met
(which I know it's all lie..but it's okay, I kinda like it ;p)
He knows me inside and outside,
he definately knows when time to speak and better be silent
he understands that when I am at "PMS" stage I'll get mellow, very sensitive and always angry to him with no reason
But he is still have patience and be there for me
And we do have same interest in musics...films...artist...vehicle
and he is such a good brainstormer.

In the 6 years of our relationships, there is always ups and downs
My family did not want us to be together,
especially my Dad...for some fool reason Dad said just because he is not Bataknese...
well, I still did not understand that crazy-stupid reason
for me, people can't choose born to be some Bataknese or Javanese, right??
And I really did not believe that some ethnic have this bad attitude,
for me it's individual...for example, they don't become a lazy person just because he is Bataknese..and else..

So, we did had some breakups..so many till I can't count it!
And at the end I said "well let just this relationship flows, just let us see where it will end and where it will bring us..."
After all these years he is still a very great companion for me...
Is there love?
Well, I must admit...I do love him and strangely I still today.

If u think I didn't tries to get involved with another man well u're wrong!
I do tried to have a relationship with other man, can't count it how many but it all didn't work!
I don't know how or why,
it just I finally found myself with him again
Well, I gotta tell you its not easy to found someone who really care, sincere and just accept and love you just the way you are
And I still have this butterfly when I'm with him or when he hold my hands
Even I made myself clear that we just a friend,
he still consider me as a the only women in his life,
definately the one he want to spend the rest of his life with...
Whatever I do, he said he just can't stop his feeling for me
well, how many guys will told you that thing and still cling to it after years?
Even when u do bad and ugly things to him but he just still wanting you?

Well, I do know one man...
And I just hope he'll be the last one for me..
So, please be kind..God.

Cheers,
=)'che

unforgettable moment...

I'm falling in love right from the first time i heard this music
there's a digeridoo..groove..funk..acid jazz..vintage jazz funk..even disco!
wow..that's something!
only one band can blend it into something really great music
and it's Jamiroquai...
from the first time I heard, It was on 1997..
the more I heard them, the more I fall deeply in love with them..

Jamiroquai, as in Jamming and Iroquai...with Jay Kay as their leader
they not just making some great music they also care for this earth
and their music not just about love...but also about all things that happened on this world..the war...the hunger over the world..political message..love for the human and earth..
I collected all their albums..from the first album till the latest.

And it's not easy to found a friend with same interest as me back in that day.
I have nobody to talked about this band..just kept it to myself,
until one day on 1999, Dolly Pasaribu, a new friend in college had not only same sure name with me, he also love Jamiroquai!
We like to listen to the music together in his car and discussed the latest news from the Jamiroquai's site..we both a huge fans of Jamiroquai.
I even always use "cosmic_girl" as my nick name on the internet, on my email too

And after 12 years of waiting, I heard Jamiroquai is coming to town!
I almost jumped from my chair and I booked the ticket right away..
I don't care how much it'll take to watch them live on stage!
I booked ticket for the show, I booked airline ticket and pack my things and go


It held on this new stadium Sentul City Convention Center on Jakarta, April 8th 09..
Fortunately I have my junior high's friend, Dita, watched the concert too..but she on F-class, I'm on D-class...well, dat's okay..as long as they don't cancel the concert because on day after the concert there's an election day..
But, thank God...the show still go on...


When I finally sat in the stadium, I still can't believe it...!
It's just a moment away I will watch him live on that stage!


And the time is come!
There he is...take my breath away...
the show opened with the song "For the kids", this is the list ;
1. For The Kids
2. High Times
3. 7 Days In Sunny June


4. Allright
5. Little L
6. Black Capricorn Day



7. Use The Force
8. Travelling Without Moving
9. Cosmic Girl
10. Space Cowboy
11. Canned Head
12. Love Foolosophy
13. Deeper Underground
(Too bad he didn't sang "Virtual Insanity"..)

It was quiet well at the beginning...but when they reach the 3rd song, people on the E and F-class get hectic and they trespassed the line and go to the front row!
Wow...what a crowd there...
well I'm not suprised because u know the ticket is not cheap for some people it's expensive especially for students..so I didn't blame them for trespassed the line..
and the crowd get more crazy when Jay Kay sang "Cosmic Girl"
Well, it's officially a theme song...=)
I saw the crowds go forward and it seems that Jay Kay like it that way...
he seems prefer a crazy crowd than a polite one ;)
because he said "that's more like it..!" to the crowd in front of the stage...
And when he finished "Love Foolosophy" they all go back stage and said "thank you"
What?? That's it??

Then the crowd yelled "we want more..we want more!!"
It's take 10 minutes more then they all come into the stage again and sing the last song "Deeper Underground"...then Jay Kay wrapped the show with said
"thank you, Jakarta..! See u on my new album next year!!"
And still it felt like a dream for me saw him live on stage...
I just can't get my eyes off him..watched Jay Kay dance
What a performance..and I just can't stop dancing too...didn't care about the people surround me...I just wanna dance away with Jamiroquai,
coz I thought.."well..I didn't come all away here for just stood and watch..I just wanna enjoy this concert, no matter how crazy I am for other...well I don't care..! I've been waiting for this for 12 years!"
If others still have a chance to take picture, well I didn't...
It's too precious for me to skip the moments
I only take a few video just because my friends, Dolly and Lia can't make it to the concert and they asked me to upload the video on the internet..
well there you go, guys..enjoy this =)
And for you, Jay Kay...I am sure we'll meet again, maybe on UK??

Cheers,
=)'che

Things About Him

Bapak-ku, maksudnya...bukan laki2 manaa..
bapak bisa bikin aku kesel dan marah2 bahkan sempat sering jadi musuh waktu masa2 remaja dulu
(ketauan deh sekarang aq udah berumur, huehehehe...)
tapi banyak hal yang bikin aku kagum..
dan aku pengen bikin list-nya..

Tegas
sekali dibilangin nggak ya tetep enggak, sepanjang ingatan ku
kayanya ga pernah dia melarang sesuatu tapi bisa di tawar2 lagi.
gitu juga waktu aku pacaran dengan orang yang dia ga setuju,
tetep ga setuju walau sampe sekarang aku ga ngerti salahnya dimana.

Keras Kepala
emang semua manusia kepalanya keras, siy..hehehehe...
tapi karna kerasnya aku sering berdebat sama dia,
dulu sempat aku yang jadi "tukang ngelawan" dirumah
karna sifat kami yang sama2 keras dan ga mau ngalah..
ga perduli walau sampe nangis darah kalo udah ga diijinin tetep nggak
tapi seiring dengan waktu aku menyadari kalo keras emang ga boleh dilawan dengan keras juga
jadi aku sekarang lebih sering kasi masukan supaya dia bisa denger dengan cara yang lebih halus.

Pemberani
aku inget dulu tetangga ada yang berantem udah pegang pisau dua2nya,
ga ada yg berani ngelerai,
tiba2 bokap dateng dan menengahi..syukurnya ga ada yang terluka,
tetangga yang lain aja udah pada takut ngeliatnya

Penikmat Musik, Film dan Buku
karna dari kecil aku selalu diperdengarkan dengan musik itu yang bikin aku juga sangat
suka musik...apa aja doyan...koleksi kaset yang buanyak yg sebagian udah aku jualin ;)
juga sampe sekarang dirumah semua pada doyan film..
Dan koleksi bukunya...jangan ditanya deh..banyak banget
kecintaannya akan buku pun ditanamkannya ke kami dari kecil

Suka Nyela
nah, ni sifat ga bagusnya, suka mencela orang..semuanya tanpa terkecuali even my mom!
kalo anggota baru di keluarga ga bisa mengerti bisa2 sakit hati, deh..
but he did that in funny way and tujuannya cuma bikin orang lain ketawa,kok..
ga ada niat jahatnya..

Teratur
very well organized!
misalnya ada karet gelang atau tali plastik yang nganggur, biasanya dia ngumpulin dan
disimpan dengan alasan "nanti pasti ada perlunya"
dan emang terbukti bener!
dan yang bikin aku kagum, semua dokumen2 penting,
segala sertifikat dan ijazah dan lain2 disimpannya dalam satu tas dengan
alasan kalau tiba2 ada bencana apa2 gampang nyelamatinnya..
dan yang aku baru aja tau,
bahkan dia udah nyiapin gambar kuburannya, batu nisannya..apa tulisannya
bahkan daftar acara untuk pemakamannya juga udah disiapin sampe ke lagu2nya!!
gila..! ada nggak yang kaya gitu??

Hemat
ga ada keperluan yang ngga pada tempatnya..biasanya dia punya istilah
"semua perlu dibeli, tapi belilah yang paling perlu diantara yang perlu"
mungkin ini karena jaman dia sekolah dulu ga pernah dibekalin uang banyak
dan bahkan kurang..jadi dia lebih menghargai uang yang ada
sayangnya, sifatnya ini ga nurun ke aku ;p
Tp karna itulah dengan gajinya yang kecil dia bisa nyekolahin anak2nya semua
sampe tingkat universitas!
Dan kalau aku liat slip gajinya aku heran kenapa di meja makan ga pernah ga ada makanan...

Pintar
walau cuma lulusan D3 teknik tapi gambarnya bagus2...
pernah marah sama mahasiswa S1 Arsitek karna gambarnya jelek banget dan
perhitungannya salah semua, katanya pantes banyak gedung yang ga tahan lama
hahahaha...nyela orang, lagi

Selalu Bersyukur
buat apa yang dia punya walau hidup ga semewah temen2nya yang lain
tapi dia lebih suka hidup sederhana dan selalu bersyukur karna itu.
Yang aku paling suka kalau aku kasih sesuatu ke Bapak,
dia pasti seneng dan bilang terima kasih walau kadang ga sesuai dengan keinginannya
tapi itu bikin si pemberi juga ngerasa seneng

Setia
sama nyokap...yang aku inget dia selalu bilang
"jangan berikan cintamu 100% buat suami/istri mu tapi tambahkan persennya setiap hari
hingga semakin tua nanti cinta itu semakin sempurna"
hal yang berbeda dengan yang biasa dijumpai..beri 100% cinta pada awalnya
tapi semakin berkurang seiring dengan usia...
no wonder,
sampe kakek nenek pun bapak mamak masih akur ;)

hmm..kayanya itu dulu deh,
ga bisa nulis semuanya...hehehehe
intinya, i love my dad and mom so much..!

Cheers,
=) 'che

music speaks louder than words

kenapa ya,
lebih enak dan damai rasanya dengerin paduan suaranya anak2 dibandingkan dengan orang dewasa??

pagi ini waktu aku gereja di salah satu gereja daerah Cibubur
disana ada pujian choir yang anggotanya masih muda2 banget, tunas remaja gitu
lagunya sederhana dan ga se "marvelous" choir yang biasanya
tapi suaranya mereka masih jernih dan enak didenger
aku secara pribadi masih lebih memilih choir dengan anggota anak kecil

Entahlah tapi suaranya lebih terdengar nyaman ditelinga
aku sempat berfikir apakah nanti di surga seperti ini?
mendengarkan suara nyanyian paduan suara anak2...

Dan aku bertanya pada diri sendiri,
apakah mungkin karena anak2 masih bernyanyi dengan perasaan sukacita,
senang dan tulus?
tanpa ada paksaan atau untuk mendapatkan pujian dan sanjungan?
yah, walaupun setelah itu pasti keluarganya terutama orangtuanya akan bangga dan memuji-muji sang anak...
tapi, dengan kepolosan dan pamrih yang udah beda dengan orang dewasa mungkin juga menjadikan mereka bisa bernyanyi dengan seperti itu

Bukankah nyanyian yang merdu adalah nyanyian yang berasal dari dalam hati??

Cheers,
=)'che

Waiting Room

Waktu lagi nunggu pesawat berangkat,
iseng2 fotoin polonia..yah,siapa tau ntar baru bisa ke airport lagi setelah airport nya pindah ke kuala namo..

Dan aku mikir...
Life is a waiting room.
Cuma,bedanya waiting room yg ini lebih luas dan menarik.
Beda dengan waiting room di airport, atau rumah sakit yg ngebosenin
Tidak seperti waiting room biasa yg cuma ada televisi, majalah atau koran, waiting room yg ini ada rumah, dan beragam entertainment.

Yang mana sanking menarik nya, sampe kadang2 orang bisa lupa diri bahwa ini hanyalah 'waiting room' yang sifatnya [tentu saja] sementara..

Tujuan kita sebenarnya adalah tempat setelah dari 'waiting room' ini
Disanalah kehidupan kita yg sebenarnya dimulai..
Apakah nanti akan selama-lamanya menderita atau selama-lamanya bahagia?
Itu semua tergantung cara kita menunggu di 'waiting room' ini

Tentu saja, bagi yang gak percaya akan adanya kehidupan setelah kematian, ini ga ada pengaruhnya ke mereka...
Tapi bagi yang percaya, well..udah saatnya berfikir tentang ini, kawan!

Cheers,
=)'che

hooray...!!

duh, ga sabar deh rasanya nungguin jam 5
kenapa? karna hari jumat ini beda dengan hari jumat yang lain
bedanya? karna hari ini aku pulang!
ke medan..then besoknya berangkat ke jakarta
ketemu lagi dengan sanak keluarga...kakak dan abang2ku dan tentu saja dengan keponakan2ku yang sekarang pasti udah tambah gede semuanya...

DAAAANNNNNN....yang paling bikin aku excited adalah...
KonseRnya JAMIROQUAI tanggal 8 April 2009 ini di Sentul, Jakarta!
oh, my God...udah lama banget aku tunggu2 kesempatan ini dateng
bayangkaaaann...yang selama ini cuma bisa aku liat di tv dan dengerin suaranya doang akhirnya aku bisa liat live-performance nya dia,
emang sih beberapa tahun yang lalu dia udah sempat ada rencana manggung di Indonesia tapi karna yah...tau sendirilah negara kita ini penuh dengan ketidakpastian dan juga adaaaaa aja yang bikin nama Indonesia menjadi negara yang dinilai "tidak aman" untuk ngadain konser,
makanya ga pernah jadi
That's why konsernya aja namanya "yes it's true!"
seolah memastikan bahwa ini bukan mimpi...

I just can't wait...
aku udah sampe bela2in nitip tiketnya ke temen yang menghadiri Java Jazz
karna kalo beli tiketnya disana bisa diskon gede...
yah, walaupun setelah diskon teteuuuuppp aja mahalnya ampyun,

but I think it's worth it...
u worth that, Jay Kay!!

okay...
for all of u who will be there too... I see u there, then!
*humming jamiroquai songs..."dance..not enough for me to do but dance"..*


Cheers,
=)'che

miskinkah anda??

hari ini,
seperti janjiku padanya...aku mulai menulis surat lagi
well..call me old fashioned, but it's really fits me
ternyata aku adalah tipe orang yang lebih suka beberapa hal yang dianggap kuno
Ya, siapa juga yang masih mau kirim2an surat di tengah2 era globalisasi yang udah
mengandalkan email, sms dan malah bisa chatting dan 3G-an lagi..
tapi,i prefer mail...coz
menurutku bisa disimpan dan dikenang buat diceritakan ke anak cucu ;)

back to topic,
nah, tadi aku ke kantor pos di sini...dan kondisinya mengenaskan..
i mean,
betapa emang udah kurang dan semakin berkurang orang yang memilih pos indonesia sebagai jasa kurirnya
pfuuuhh...kebayang deh nasib pegawai pos indonesia...


Then,
waktu lagi nunggu2 suratku di proses aku liat poster2 yang ada disitu
dan ada satu poster yang menarik perhatian...tentang Bantuan Tunai Langsung
trus disitu ada dicantumkan ciri2 keluarga yang berhak menerima BLT itu
wah, ternyata banyak orang yang mengasumsikan dirinya "miskin"
padahal masih jauuuhhh diatas kategori "miskin" itu sendiri
Ckckckckckck....baru kusadari,
ternyata malah banyak orang yang ga bersyukur buat apa yang mereka punya
malahan bisa2nya mencap dirinya miskin..
beneran miskin ntar baru tau rasa, loe...

Ah, baru juga kusadari
ternyata aku kaya-raya...=))
Cheers,
=) 'che

here..kitty..kitty...

ini adalah teman baru di kantorku...
ibunya yang lagi hamil tua suatu kali datang ke kantor,
kucing itu sifatnya kalau dikasih makan sekali pasti datang lagi...
nah, tau2 kucing hamil ini udah beranak di gudang kantor...anaknya 5 pulak!ini foto waktu usianya masih sekitar 2 minggu lebih sedikit
matanya sih udah kebuka, tapi belum bisa ngeliat jelas

dengan adanya anak-anak kucing ini aku jadi terhibur,

ditengah2 suasana yang sepi dan tempat yang terpencil aku seperti punya mainan baru

seneng rasanya apalagi makin hari anak2 kucing itu makin besar

yang sedikit kesel tentunya cleaner kantor yang terpaksa jadi punya tugas tambahan

membersihkan kotoran anak2 kucing yang suka asal buang dimana2

karna anak2 kucing ini udah ga mau diam tinggal di kardusnya lagi.

malah udah mulai main kejar2an melulu

dan yang paling nakal dan paling ga bisa diam yang ini, nih...

selalu pengen jadi pusat perhatian...

ih, ternyata binatang sifatnya sama kaya manusia..beda2 karakternya walau sodara sekandung semuanya..=)

kalau yang lain pada tidur siang, si belang tiga ini paling suka ganggu2 sodara2nya sampe kadang jadi berantem beneran gitu, hehehehe...naughty kitty...

ini waktu usianya mereka udah 6 minggu

tapi udah sejak kemaren aku ga ngeliat wujud kucing2 itu lagi di kantor,
kayanya udah entah kemana melanglang buana...bersama sang induk

yang anehnya hanya 1 ekor yang tertinggal

ini yang sejak terkena "tragedi lem tikus-dibawah kulkas" jadi pendiam banget padahal tadinya lincah dan lucu,
ini udah mendingan, aku lupa fotoin dia waktu masih banyak lem dibadannya
apa mungkin lemes karna sendirian atau karna bensin yang aku pakai buat bersihin lem super-lengket itu dari badannya?
aku pake kuas cat, kok bukan aku mandiin pake bensin...
tapi sekarang juga malah makin pendiam dan ga semangat, tiduran melulu...

yah, sekarang kantor udah sepi lagi...
yang tertinggal cuma bau-bauan anak-anak kucing itu di kantor
hhhhh....
aku harap mereka pada pulang ke kantor lagi
supaya si kitty yang satu ini ga kesepian =(
u see..even an animal can't stand being alone...


Cheers,
=)'che

there's no such things...

I believe,there’s no such things as coincidence.
Sekecil apapun yg terjadi di keseharianku,aq percaya itu bukan suatu kebetulan, pasti ada campur tangan Tuhan di dalamnya.
Misalnya kalau rencanaku pulang jam 4 ntah knapa tertunda ke jam 5
kesel tapi kalo hal2 begini aq selalu ambil positif side-nya, mungkin aq bisa celaka klo brangkat jam 4,well..who knows??
Sama juga halnya klo pesawat dicancel..ga perlu marah dan bete ga jelas,
krn itu cuma bikin harimu jd lebih buruk.
Cari aja kegiatan yg bisa melupakan kekesalan selama nunggu..

Dan klo aq telusuri perjalanan hidupku, banyak (sekali) hal2 yg orang lain bilang kebetulan.
Ntah kenapa,aq menganggap aq adalah seorang yg beruntung.
Disaat aq perlu sesuatu biasanya secara ajaib bisa terpenuhi, ga semua hal siy..
tapi hal yg benar2 penting.
That’s why I always say ‘God is good all the time..and all the time..God is good

Sampe aq yg kdg bingung knapa Dia masih aja baek ke aq ya,
smentara aq sering bikin Dia kecewa dan sedih..
There’s no such things as coincidence..
Dan aq juga percaya kalaupun sekarang aq ditempatkan Tuhan di tempat terpencil-menyebalkan-ga-ada-mall-dan-junkfood ini,pasti Dia ingin aq melakukan sesuatu atau belajar sesuatu dari pekerjaanku disini.
Dan aq percaya walaupun sekarang ini sepertinya semua orang..semua temen yg disini tiba2 pada bertingkah menyebalkan gak jelas kenapa…itu pun bukan suatu kebetulan.
Mungkin Tuhan ingin agar aq bergantung padaNya sepenuhnya,nunjukin ke aq that there’s no one else i can count on but Him..

Well..it’s really not a coincidence…

Cheers,
;)’che

Smile At The Storm =)

Ditengah krisis yang tengah melanda…

Ditengah kekacauan hati dan fikiran akan masa depan

DIA kembali berbicara dan mengingatkanku lewat khotbah di minggu pagi…

Diambil dari Habakuk 3 : 17-19
Bagaimana agar kita tetap beriman ditengah ‘badai’



1. Mengenal Allah kita—> mengenal Dia karena PRIBADI-Nya bukan dengan alasan2,

misalnya, kita yang seringkali melakukan tawar-menawar dengan Tuhan

“oke…kalau Tuhan membantu aku menyelesaikan masalahku yang satu ini maka aku akan percaya bahwa Dia adalah Allah”

….oops, ini bener2 tindakan yang salah!

Ingat, jangan pernah…sekali lagi,

JANGAN PERNAH MENGUKUR BERKAT ALLAH DENGAN MATERI.

Karena,berkat-Nya bisa saja berbentuk yang lain…

misalnya kesehatan, keluarga, perhatian dariteman2 kepada kita..dan lain sebagainya..

Contohnya Ayub,

yang mengikat hidupnya dengan Tuhan, bukan dengan berkat Tuhan

that’s why, waktu Tuhan mengambil berkat2 darinya,

dia tidak goyah karena dia telah memiliki pengenalan yang sungguh akan pribadi Allah.

Ingatlah bahwa Allah tidak pernah mencobai, melainkan Dia mengijinkan pencobaan terjadi semuanya agar kita semakin ‘naik-kelas’ dalam pengenalan kita denganNya


2. Memiliki sikap hati yang tenang—> Hanya dekat Allah saja aku tenang…

Jika tidak tenang bagaimana kita dapat berfikir jernih?

Sama dengan jika menyelamatkan orang yang tenggelam, orang yang diselamatkan harus tenang karena jika terus meronta-ronta maka bisa jadi orang yang akan menyelamatkan pun ikut tenggelam

Makanya seringkali orang yang tenggelam jika tidak tenang maka dibuat pingsan…

semata-mata agar orang tersebut dapat diselamatkan…

Dengan bersikap tenang kita dapat merenung dan mencoba mengerti maksud Allah dalam hidup.

Sama seperti Yesus yang menghardik ombak ditengah perahu yang membawaNya dan murid2, Dia pun ingin kita menghardik segala kebimbangan ditengah kekacauan situasi yang mungkin sedangkita hadapi…dan aku yakin Dia pasti juga berkata

“Tenanglah, Aku ini…jangan takut..”

(Jadilah tenang agar kamu dapat berdoa..)—> Agar menjadi tenang…lepaskan Pengampunan, mungkin kita pernah disakiti oleh orang2 yang ada disekitar kita mungkin itu anggota keluarga,teman sekerja, atau siapapun itu…

mari berdoa dan lepaskan pengampunan untuk mereka.

Seperti pada Ayub 42.. pemulihan datang ketika Ayub berdoa untuk sahabat2 yang menyakitinya.

3. Tetap bersukacita—> apapun permasalahan yang menimpa, mari agar kita tetap bersorak-sorai dan bersukacita didalam Dia,
karena..”hati yang gembira adalah obat”..jangan bersungut-sungut..

Bersukacita untuk dasar yang benar (yaitu Allah) maka sukacita itu tidak akan hilang.

“Semua yang baik, semua yang manis dan sedap didengar, pikirkanlah semuanya itu” Bersukacita..mengucap syukur…dan tetap berdoa karena keselamatan yang telah Allah berikan. Berdoa = mengijinkan Allah untuk bekerja 2x, 3x bahkan berkali-kali lipat untuk kita…

Let’s do our best and God do the rest!!

Jangan melihat besarnya masalah tapi lihatlah besarnya Allah yang akan menyelesaikan segalanya buatmu…

Semoga berguna…

Jah bless..!

Cheers,

=)‘che