"...love you, with a love you've never been loved before..."

have you ever
not intend to falling in love but the love just fall on your lap?

have you ever
needed someone so bad until u cry?

have you ever
try to reach for someone but they just out of reach?

have you ever
had to shut your mouth when all you wanna do is talk?

have you ever
misses someone so bad until it hurts?

have you ever
can't think straight when you near to someone?

have you ever
try to say goodbye and don't look back but you just kept coming?

have you ever
want to get rid the love but you just can't?

have you ever
try your best to ignore all the boundaries but it looks even bigger and bigger than before?

have you ever
hope that you would have a opportunity to just walk and holding hands with the one that u love in public but you just can't?

have you ever
reconsider a reincarnation just because you can't be with the one that you love so much in this life?

have you ever
not so insensitive, selfish and hurt everyone just so you can get a happiness in your life?

have you ever
want to be with one person for the rest of your life but you can't because they already belongs to someone else?

well, I do..
and believe me there's nothing good about all this
too much hurt and pain..
but I just can't walk away..