Eve's Note.

Eve got insomnia.
Lately she always stays up late
she just can't shut her eyelids and dream away
So many things running around in her mind
Eve is trying to figure out what is happening but nothing came to her mind.
Maybe because it is just to complicated, she said
Her life use to be so simple but look at her now, so different.

Everything that she's been build these years,
her dreams, her goals, her way of life, everything is a mess now
she just can't help it, she is so drown away
But, the strange part about these Eve is,
even she is aware that everything sooner or later must fall apart,
she is not afraid to do what her heart said.

Eve, follow her heart
chose her path now and eat that forbidden fruit..
She just want to be happy and she indeed deserved to love and be loved
and in the name of love she is now trying to breaking all the brick..
one...
by one...

Just when she gave her heart away
she begin to feel pain...so deep,
she just feel more and more fragile than before.

So many things she want to say but her lip are sealed
all the words that have been spinning around her head can't get out from her mouth
Silence is the only thing left.
She felt so weak because just when she is want to hold him and make him stay for the night,
she remember all the boundaries.
And she just hold her self down.
Aware that just nothing she can do
n o t h i n g.
Even a simple words like "I love you, please stay.."

"Ketika cinta memanggilmu, ikutlah dengannya meskipun jalan yang harus kau tempuh keras dan terjal
Ketika sayap –sayapnya merengkuhmu, serahkan dirimun padanya
Meskipun pedang –pedang yang ada dibalik sayap –sayap itu mungkin akan melukaimu
Dan jika ia bicara padamu, percayalah meskipun suaranya akan membuyarkan
Mimpi- mimpimu bagaikan angin utara yang memporak-porandakan pertamanan

Cinta akan memahkotai dan menyalibmu
Menumbuhkan dan memangkasmu
Mengangkatmu naik, membelai ujung –ujung rantingmu yang gemulai
Dan membawanya ke matahari
Tapi cinta juga akan mencengkeram, menggoyang akar- akarmu hingga tercabut dari bumi…”


Cheers,
=)'Che